Let’s wait and see
January 23, 2008
Lately I’ve been thinking about my late teens, about a feeling I used to have. I could never put into words what this feeling really was but it was like a warning. It felt like something was going to happen and that I really need to prepare for it. That was it. I had not a clue of what was going to happen nor how I should be preparing for it.
Then, sometime around my second year of university, I remember suddenly realizing, no, realizing would be the wrong word. I remember suddenly having a new feeling given to me: the time had run out for me to prepare.
To this day whatever was supposed to happen may or may not have happened. I don’t know. I don’t suppose that it was any sort of earth shattering event as nothing of the sort has happened.
Now, the kind of feelings I get are quite different. I just have this feeling that things are not what they’re supposed to be. Things seem to be wrong. The state of world affairs, the political, societal, environmental, and now economical woes just seem to shout it’s not what we’re supposed to have. People treat each other like shit. No one seems to care about anyone or anything anymore.
I think whatever is happening or will happen is something more profound than anything that has been seen before. I’m not talking about biblical or mythological prophecy, it’s beyond this I think.
I guess we’ll just have to wait and see.
