And I forgot to mention
March 02, 2002
that I’m in the midst of not smoking again. It’s 4 days already. I even got past midterms without smoking. I fought and I fought I did. I figured, “If I can get through midterms without smoking, I can get through normal days without smoking”. And it’s true. Today, one of my korean friends who was leaving shoved into my hands a whole carton of cigarettes. That’s 20 packs of free cigarettes, or about $100 worth of cigarettes free. I took them, but then when he left, I gave it to another friend. I have never given up so many cigarettes before. And these were a certain korean brand of cigarette that I really like too. I’m proud of myself.
I think I’m really going to quit because I only had a couple of urges to smoke so far, all replaced with coffee. My eating habits are kind of screwed though, I haven’t eaten much in terms of breakfast or lunch lately, only dinner. I have been training my legs and my left arm because my back still hurts when I move my right arm. Soon. Soon I will attain my potential to break stuff again. I don’t know.
Dennis, finish your damn school stuff and get your ass in the Von Braun, those gaybots aren’t getting any more heterosexual you know, and someone’s gotta stop them.



