It’s a coming
February 10, 2002
Valentine’s is coming in 5 days and I was just thinking of the past Valentines Days I’ve had. I remember one year when I was single, everyone else had dates on Valentines Day so I felt so crappy and lonely that I asked a friend to go out with me for dinner. I even went as far as buying a single rose. Of course, I didn’t feel anything for her because she was just a friend but it made me feel better I guess. That was one of the few Valentines where I actually had fun. Another time, I felt really shitty even though I was with someone I really liked. I thought that since we were gonna spend the day together, I would feel awesome being with her. But it turns out I felt like the worst person in the world and yeah, it sucked. The best time of course was with Eri. Last year she made me chocolates instead of buying them and it was soooo awesome. She bought this small metal container and made the bow and the inside stuff. She and a friend bought some chocolates and took the wrappers and then made their chocolate and used the wrappers. No one ever put so much effort into something for me and that’s why I love her so much. I just bought her roses so there wasn’t much effort on my part. So this year, I spent a lot more time in that package I sent her. So even though I can’t spend Valentines Day with her this year (damn ocean), I won’t be feeling sad or lonely because she’s always in my heart.
Wow, that must be the mushiest update I’ve ever written. Tee hee!
