This snow day was a pretty nice day
December 05, 2001
Having lived the extent of my life here, I’ve witnessed countless days of snow. To me, it’s just weather that causes numerous car accidents. I was at work today when one of the students (I forgot his name) mentioned about the snow last night. He was so amazed by the snow. He said it was one of the most beautiful things he’s ever seen (he’s from a place that barely gets rain I think).
It struck me that through school, all the trash that’s happened in my life, and some other crap, I’ve lost that ability to find menial things like snow beautiful. I don’t remember the last time I enjoyed a sunset, or just sitting in a park, or just being happy for no reason at all. I was awestruck by the christmas craze in malls, decorations on houses, the glow that kids get around december but now, I feel nothing. It’s almost cynical that I scoff at people buying stupid christmas ornaments for stupid trees. It’s so sad.
I lost faith. I lost faith in whatever it was I had faith in. I grew up too quickly in too short a time and forgot everything. And I’m so sick of things here. I NEED to get out of this crazy city (and into the arms of my loved one). I hope I can find what I’m looking for while I’m gone, or at least lose what I’m carrying on my back. I think it’s time to get back to the basics.
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That KPMG thing is ridiculous. They are stupid. I’m not saying that because they didn’t even interview me, but I’m saying it because they’re stupid. Stupid. And that flash intro gave me a seizure.
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Santa 1
Santa 2
Dwarf – first they say it’s bad. Now they say it’s the law is bad. Make up your mind.
Birds – this happened to my car after my Victoria dragonboat trip.
