I’m really hating this webpage
August 29, 2001
Really! It’s just really pissing me off now. It’s been awhile hasn’t it? I guess that being pissed off at just looking at this webpage makes it harder to update.
I have been well, physically. Mentally, I’ve been in rollercoasters of crazy ups and moody lows. All caused by my stupidness. I feel I’m just a freak sometimes, thinking of these stupid stupid things that don’t concern me at all, and never will. It’s really bugging me! Why can’t I be one of those simple minded fools who laugh and skip around all day? Their lives are free of the anguishes of mental torture that torment me in every waking moment of my life (and sometimes in my blasted dreams too).
… AAAAAnyways…
I bought myself an acid-free sketchbook made out of recycled paper, a set of 6 different toned pencils, a new eraser, and a sharpener about a week ago. I’ve been sketching various things since then. It’s my new hobby. Actually, it’s my re-discovered hobby. When I was really young, I used to draw so much. Then came high school and all that drawingness went away. Now it’s back! I’m not very good with shading ~ it’s the one thing that I’m working on the most. Hopefully by the end of the pages, I will see a big improvement.
… AAAAAnyways…
I was in Whistler last weekend – I really needed it. I spent some time on Saturday night lying on the grass staring at the stars. There are literally thousands more stars visible from Whistler than Vancouver. And I can only see the milky way from Whistler (you know, that faint white gassy stream). This time though, I only saw 2 shooting stars compared to the 20+ I saw last year. Still nice.
I’m glad school is starting next week. I need a break from work. Isn’t it weird? Starting school will be my break from my summer break. That’s weird. It’s weird I tell ya!
… AAAAAnyways…
Yay!!! Eri is back in 13 days! YIPPEEE!!!!
