postmortem preressurrectional gambit
August 11, 2001
I’ve decided to postpone a redesign because I noticed I get bored with a site, kill it, put up another, and repeat. It’s an endless mad cycle. Frustrating. I think I’m going to play around with photoshop some more instead, not making webpages, but just making art. Jerry art. Not for you. For me.
I think I’m at a point where the storm has gone and I’m rummaging through a lot of old stuff. It’s not so much one problem anymore. It was a collage of problems, some not even mine, that amalgamated into a fine mess that splattered all over me. (I’m trying to use them perty big words eh?)
My mini-project will just to take pictures of ordinary things around my house and make it into a picture of some sort. Should I post? Maybe. I think it’ll be fun. I’m sure the first few pieces will just be terrible – blurs, some dots, some lines, some gradients – you know, that’s all I’ve ever done.
I’d like to backtrack and talk more about problems that affect me that don’t even belong to me. It seems I’m like some sort of radar dish when it comes to negativity. Lately, I’ve had no personal life. It has all been work. That’s not true, work has become my personal life. It sounds really pathetic to most people, but then again, my job is nothing like a normal job.
Firstly, it’s fun. It’s hard work at times (S~T~R~E~S~S~S~S), but we work hard and we play hard. Which is great!!! Then there are some animosities that are created from all this stress that goes around. And somehow, I absorb all of this, even when most of it has nothing to do with me, and let it get to me. Sucks.
But that’s alright. 99% of my coworkers are too cool for words. It’s the best team I’ve ever worked with that’s for sure. I compare many teams now with my work ‘team’ and the latter runs circles around all the others. So I feel proud to be in that team. <GLEAM>
I have a lot of links saved up but they’re all old now since I haven’t updated in awhile, so screw them. The only one worth putting up was that the guy who played Mr. Belvedere died at age 60 something. I liked that guy. He seemed like a good man. RIP.
