New Year. New Millenium
January 02, 2000
That was good. All over the world, countries passed into the new millenium without any significant glitches from the infamous y2k bug. I guess all that hype about power failures were just paranoia or perhaps error in calculation. I stayed up on the 31st till about 3am to watch the first y2k entrants. Most of them were little islands wher aboriginals danced and sang fireside. No booze, no noise, no commotion. Boring huh?
Not as boring as my new years. I didn’t go anywhere. No parties. No club. No rave. No drugs. No booze (not until later that night anyway). My life as I know it is a big boring cauldron of annoyances, scrubs, and self-inviters. No more do I have a clear direction in my life. No more do I have motivation. What do I wake up for every morning? Quake? School? I don’t know anymore.
Happy New Years indeed.
I don’t know why I say this stuff on my webpage. People who read it will think I’m a depressed person but I’m not. I’m not sad. I’m not happy. I’m in a void where emotions don’t exist, where dreams are exactly that – a dream, where happiness is a memory, and sadness is an old friend.
Nonetheless, I’m not going to waste the coming years as I did back in high school. I don’t give up. I find solutions. I dug myself out of this hole before and I can do it again.
Second term starts in a 2 days. I need to reclaim my average. Which means slacking off less, doing my own homework, and studying more (books of course). One more note. Jesse wrote about how his webpage has 4 digit years (y2k compliant!) and guess what? JV1.3 is NOT y2k compliant hahaha. Ironic – I was warning of y2k bugs and on the very page of warnings, a 2 digit year system! Oh well, no idiot in the world will think it’s 1900 – except for scrubs and self-inviters.
Got a few pics of DF99/00 – hopefully Jesse will upload them to me soon.
